Do you remember that drive together?
The seats were hot, black leather
The summer felt so much better when I was with you
And though I never knew you deeply,
I thought someday I could
There was something so familiar about you in the dark where we stood
I internalized the feelings
I knew I'd never follow
memories I swallowed to live without you
And I found you at hello,
but I lost you at goodbye.
Why can’t I stop thinking about you?
It’s been too much time
But I’m making up stories
I’m making up you
All of the things that I wish we could do
And all of this time I wish that you knew
I was thinking of you
And I saw you across the parking lot
Same old parking spot
Same old car you bought
Did you feel the same way about me?
Do you feel the same way without me? (x2)
I’ll miss those Portland Nights,
I’ll miss the chill of your skin when you hold me like you hope that I’m staying
Wanna feel like I’m whole,
but there’s something I’m missing
A longing so strong that it feels like premonition
I’m not good with strangers,
I’m not good with emotions
I write about things that I can’t forget,
I write about oceans
Keep on looking deeper but there is no end
How can I find my new beginning again?
We begin again
We begin again
We begin again
We begin again
I don't wanna sleep tonight
Feel you creeping in my dreams tonight
There's no way to get around you but I never fully found you
Nothing feels right
Got me acting like an addict saw my face inside the casket
What are you dreaming of?
I asked the morning dove
Why are you lonely love?
Why are you mourning dove?
And in the morning fog
Do you see stars above?
Why are you lonely dove?
It's just the morning love
It's just the morning love
We don't talk much
When I'm around you I'm a statue when you're running I can't catch you
But it's not time
There's a way to your defiance so i'll wait to break the silence
What are you dreaming of?
I asked the morning dove
Why are you lonely love?
Why are you mourning dove?
And in the morning fog
Do you see stars above?
Why are you lonely dove?
It's just the morning love
It's just the morning love
Couldn’t see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?
So conflicted,
This shit doesn’t make sense
I was lifted,
And now I’m just on the fence
Want to feel limitless,
But there’s nothing left
Just a sorrow that I can’t dissect
Your eyes were filled with emptiness
I wish that I could miss them less
But that’s overdue, never opened
What do you have to lose?
I wanted you,
I still want you bad
Something that i never will have
Couldn’t see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?
And you’re nothing but the things that I tell myself
Something’s telling me that you know me well
But maybe I just see what I want to see
The feeling’s killing me
And I’m nothing but the things that I tell myself
Lie and think I’m special just like everybody else
But something in the water has been tempting me,
You float so easily
Couldn’t see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?
So conflicted,
This shit doesn’t make sense
I was lifted,
And now I’m just on the fence
Want to feel limitless,
But there’s nothing left
Just a sorrow that I can’t dissect
Your eyes were filled with emptiness
I wish that I could miss them less
But that’s overdue, never opened
What do you have to lose?
I wanted you,
I still want you bad
Something that i never will have
Couldn’t see you coming,
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?
And you’re nothing but the things that I tell myself
Something’s telling me that you know me well
But maybe I just see what I want to see
The feeling’s killing me
And I’m nothing but the things that I tell myself
Lie and think I’m special just like everybody else
But something in the water has been tempting me,
You float so easily
It’s always easy the first way round
I told you I’d never let you down
You don’t remember when it hurts
I told you somehow we’ll make it work
But it’s all on the surface,
It don’t hurt anymore
It’s all on the surface,
It’s don’t hurt anymore
It’s all on the surface,
It don’t hurt anymore
I’m missing people I’ve never met.
There are things in this town I’d rather forget
But I just keep on moving,
There’s no point in losing
I just keep refusing
I just keep on proving
Nothing is quite true when
Everything is fluid
I am treading muddy waters,
I am not what you wanted
I have been through this before
I am treadingmuddy waters,
I am not what you wanted
I have been through this before
I’m missing people I’ve never met.
There are things in this town I’d rather forget
But I just keep on moving,
There’s no point in losing
I just keep refusing
I just keep on proving
Nothing is quite true when
Everything is fluid
It’s all on the surface,
It don’t hurt anymore
I’ve been talking to you
Skipping rocks by the shore
Am I the perfect picture that you wanted before?
I’m not quite sure
I am treading muddy waters
I am not what you wanted
I have been through this before (x2)
I am treading muddy waters,
I am not what you wanted
I have been through this before
I am treadingmuddy waters,
I am not what you wanted
I have been through this before
It’s always easy the first way round
I told you I’d never let you down
You don’t remember when it hurts
I told you somehow we’ll make it work
But it’s all on the surface,
It don’t hurt anymore
It’s all on the surface,
It’s don’t hurt anymore
It’s all on the surface,
It don’t hurt anymore
It’s all on the surface,
It don’t hurt anymore
I’ve been talking to you
Skipping rocks by the shore
Am I the perfect picture that you wanted before?
I’m not quite sure
I am treading muddy waters
I am not what you wanted
I have been through this before (x2)
Never felt so low but so high
could we drive around to clear our minds
would you come home with me tonight
close the door quietly when you’re inside
Time just keeps on moving faster
We can’t control what happens after
I don’t know how to feel anymore
We just chill when we’re lonely and bored
I feel so separate from myself
I’m never close enough to feel you
There’s something so lonely late at night
That leaves me feeling see through
Time just keeps on moving faster
We can’t control what happens after
I don’t know how to feel anymore
We just chill when we’re lonely and bored
I’m still thinking about him
I’m still thinking about him
I don’t know how to feel anymore
We just chill when we’re lonely and bored
There are no instructions on the box
There are no secrets to unlock
Just a love for you and a love for me
No messy in between
Simple Love
Cut and dry
This Simple Love how’d it survive
If I led you to believe you were the light
My only source of light
We warmed our hands against the sun
We found a cloud shaped like a gun
I wore your sweater and my shorts
It was our own special resort
Simple Love
Cut and dry
This Simple Love how’d it survive
If I led you to believe you were the light
My only source of light
Simple love grew complicated
A simple love so frustrated
A complicated love originated from simple love
